Name:Sam Location: Edwardsville Madison County, Illinois, United States Birthday:9/11/1991 Gender:Female
Interests:I am a christian and the 3 most important things in my life are: God, the people I love and art. Expertise:Kissing, cuddling, snuggling etc Occupation:Student
The first was my husband and I's 6 month anniversary. He called me on the 2nd and we talked for 4 hours. It's not fixed, there are still issues, but he loves me. We're not getting divorced and it's so close to being back to normal.
Thanks for all the support guys, I don't know what's going to happen with my xanga though. And I'm sorry for that.
March 25th, I got a tumblr. I'm not giving up on this site, I just can't spend the time right now. And it makes me sad. So I got a tumblr, and I'm hoping to start making my own pictures and such. I hope some of you will follow me and if you contact me I can follow you, get to know you guys better :) http://beautiful1mysoulmustsing.tumblr.com/
I haven't talked to the husband in a few days. I think it's best. No divorce so far.
Why is it that most of the sites on xanga are all Thinspo sites???
Seriously??? WHAT THE HELL???
Why do you think being over a certain weight makes you ugly?? You know what's ugly? Scars, bones, rotten teeth, bald spots. And even if you're not the extremist, you're still encouraging KILLING YOUR BODY.
I don't know who called you fat, but they were trying to hurt you. I don't know why you hate yourself, but this isn't worth it.
If you treat your body badly it won't do you any favors. You'll have complications getting pregnant LIKE MY MOM DID do you know how it feels to know your mother hated herself??? but why should you have children? Are you going to call your 14 year old fat? Are you going to show her how to hate herself? How to purge? How to cut? Or will you start when she's a baby? Don't give her any fat and you know what'll happen? She might be a size 0 But she'll also have learning disabilities because her brain won't form properly. But she'll be skinny. And thats all you fucking want.
There are serious problems in the world. Your weight isn't one of them.
