Alot of things have happened since I last posted..
First things first. I'm still married. It was a rough few months, but we worked through it and are continuing to work everyday. We were physically separated from March of last year until June (nothing legal). I went back to Texas and stayed until just after Christmas because of two reasons: 1. I'm expecting a baby girl, Sophia Annabell, around the end of April- beginning of May! 2. Tony's getting out of the Army!!! His out date is either March 5th or 12th depending on which one gets approved!
Things are so much better than before. We still have hard times, and a lot of things happened to threaten our marriage. I went to counseling and so has he for our separate issues and that's helped. Some of the things that were wrong I didn't know about until I returned to Texas and are still problems, but I trust that when he's home the issues will stay there and not follow him back to IL.
Tony's ecstatic about the pregnancy. I was about 22 weeks when I left TX, so he's only felt her kick once or twice, but when he did he started crying and laughing and it was the sweetest thing ever :) Now I send him videos because she kicks so damn hard you can practically see her feet!
I've switched to Tumblr, something I really didn't want to do. The ONLY reason I switched was because I ran out of upload room on this site and couldn't afford to buy premium :( and couldn't find a sensible alternative. I know some of you have made the switch, my tumblr is http://beautiful1mysoulmustsing.tumblr.com/
This site has a lot of memories, and I've loved it so much. The only disappointment I have is that while I chronicled my sappy love life on here, I never wrote down the day to day things that made my life so amazing. I had a blast almost every single day of high school, thanks to friends who I still see and talk to. I wish I had focused on that and not the boys! I hope if you're reading this you consider writing down the happy in detail, and just make small footnotes of the sad. Because the happy is what you'll miss and want to remember down the road!
Thanks to all who've supported me and continue to support me! God bless!!
(Sophie and I's picture for daddy for Valentine's day!)
The first was my husband and I's 6 month anniversary. He called me on the 2nd and we talked for 4 hours. It's not fixed, there are still issues, but he loves me. We're not getting divorced and it's so close to being back to normal.
Thanks for all the support guys, I don't know what's going to happen with my xanga though. And I'm sorry for that.
March 25th, I got a tumblr. I'm not giving up on this site, I just can't spend the time right now. And it makes me sad. So I got a tumblr, and I'm hoping to start making my own pictures and such. I hope some of you will follow me and if you contact me I can follow you, get to know you guys better :) http://beautiful1mysoulmustsing.tumblr.com/
I haven't talked to the husband in a few days. I think it's best. No divorce so far.