In a way, I need a change
From this burnout scene
Another time, another town
Another everything
But it’s always back to you Stumble out, in the night
From the pouring rain
Made the block, sat and thought
There’s more I need
It’s always back to you But I’m good without ya
Yeah, I’m good without you How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can’t define what I’m after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I’m shattered
I always turn the car around I had no idea that the night
Would take so damn long
Took it out, on the street
While the rain still falls
Push me back to you But I’m good without ya
Yeah, I’m good without you How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can’t define what I’m after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I’m shattered
I always turn the car around Give it up, give it up, baby
Give it up, give it up, now
Now How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can’t define what I’m after
I always turn the car around
All that I feel is the realness I’m faking
Taking my time but it’s time that I’m wasting
Always turn the car around Don’t wanna turn that car around
I gotta turn this thing around Sometimes I feel that way... but I don't know you anymore. And this person that you've become, I don't love him. (164.) 1. 
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October 20th He came back this weekend.
I dunno how many of most posts start that way. I didn't see him. He gave his brother the car to go see his friends rather than see me for the first time in months. That just shows who is now. I remember he used to beg me to stay with him, to sneak out with him. Now... it's so different. I want someone else to love. Someone who makes me happier than he ever did. News: Love life: Told the guy I went to homecoming with that I didn't want to date him. He didn't take it too well. He texted me after and asked for a girl I know's phone number. I told him to get it himself, oh and she doesn't like you. Crush after crush. But none really right now. School: Bleh. I hate it. I'm soo tired all the time. I am looking at the school of the art institute of chicago for college though. My portfolio's been approved! We went to st.louis to go to a meeting about University of Chicago and couldn't find it, so I took that as a sign that I should go to the art institute! No big news. Life keeps going, everything seems to be less exciting, but hopefully that'll change during christmas! Hope you're being blessed! XOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXO Juliet | 
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